February 2012
Thursday is big things.
I am going to hang out with a coworker & then go get my ink done & then hang out with bug face & then put together 2 samples on my akai. also my big luscious red hair, it’s working. lastly, I wont buy anymore clothes until June. I have too much already. I felt overwhelmed by my existence today, hopefully that dies down a bit. I have poor social interactions, I do not know...
HMM ONE THING ABOUT BEING VEGAN THAT FORCES ME TO...
When you look at animals, insects, y’know other creatures - they all use other animals/plants in order to sustain themselves. Example - bees use pollen/flowers to make honey. Are they raping flowers? Bears eat plants, shrubs. fish, fruits and even other mammals. So…where’s the consent in that? Some insects live off flesh & blood. There is no consent to that. Think before...
I am done. Fucking done.
The only serious emotional happiness I get is from my coworkers, specifically my supervisors who make me laugh something fierce. I need a good cry session. The only friend I see anymore is my brother, whom I work with & my roommates. Everyone else has sort of evaporated from my life. I should do something to show I miss/care about them. Also I am getting all stirred up because it’s...
I feel completely defeated/frustrated/upset.
Everyday around 4pm I acquire terrible headaches, dizzy spells & the worst sour stomach. I feel so completely rundown for the last half of my work day & I often times end up gagging in the bathroom. I have relapsed a lot lately & I am so fucking exhausted by it. I am so mad at myself, I cannot even face my eating disorder & talk things out with it. I just sit with my back turned,...
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Yo I know what my next tattoo is going to be!
i’m an auburn.blonde now. wooo I feel content about this. now im going to go shop for (white)nude/rose/royal blue/steel grey skirts/shirts. yeeebooyeee.
beyonce makes me proud to be a single lady.
amen.
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How the hell do I get tits again. I’m so frustrated with my body right now.
“By my intimacy with nature I find myself withdrawn from man. My interest in the...”
– Henry David Thoreau
Noro, you've made your presence known!
went to work, feeling fine. 3 hours in & about 8 belly laughs later, feeling fine. 2 hours before clocking out, middle of a phone call, spontaneously puke! rest of my shift is spent in chills, shakes, blurry vision & nausea. Noro, you piece of crap virus why.
what the fuck am I doing with myself these days?
seriously, time to get aboard some creative wagon. feeling like a waste of space.
prepaid for my tattoo next week; the artist is cray cray about my idea. removed some of the brown from my hair with dish soap. oh my gee, removed ALOT. drinking coffee to wake the fuck up & dreaming about spooning nakked with someone. lastly, my lips are very flakey/dry & EVOO won’t resolve the issue. my stomach is burning again, maybe I swallowed Calcifer in my sleep. i bought a...
Foxy Shazam - Red Cape Diver
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Today I felt exposed & incredibly inferior.
I relapsed & sat in my own frustration. I tried to relieve this feeling by joking with my crass supervisors but quickly stopped when it became targeted at people or wrong situations (pedophilia). I felt even more discontented. Today I remembered how much I have been rejected by those I love(d). How quickly am I but a vague memory; never to be chased after or called upon again. I’ll...
Dana Loesch thinks the Virginia Abortion-Rape Law... →
When chaos breaks out, I am going to be first in line to join a rebel alliance. Fuck these people who think they have authority over someone else or someone else’s decision on their OWN body.
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also Lana Del Rey has a buttery, delicious voice...
talking about gangsters & being so lonely without mister cool shades.
Rant rant rant this morning is irritating i need...
I hear the argument of, “I just want to go be peaceful. Have a peaceful life, fishing at a lake, walking in the forest, cooking meals, laughing with friends and sitting by bonfires at night” when the topic of world peace or dealing with the state of the world comes up. Yeah who doesn’t. But I cannot understand how there’s the fact that there are people constantly putting...
Rationalizing your statement/action does not make...
I’m not asking for a breakdown & heartfelt apology but do not even begin to argue it with me. At all. You’re a cray cray person. Who cannot admit the truth even to yourself - that’s scary.
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