CHRISTINA
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I have an addiction to food & it’s killing me.

I woke up this morning, my eyes pasted over with black crust from the make up I didn’t wash off (oops) & after angrily leaving my dream (it was a good one) to touch down in reality the first thing that came to mind was “food”. It’s a constant. I realized I am probably never actually hungry. I don’t know what real hunger feels like because it is blocked out but this thirst my brain & body have formed around food. 

I am just going to stop eating until I can redefine myself & get in touch with what my soul really needs. Tea & water & coffee here I come.

1 note - 15 May, 2012

Tagged: ED recovery thoughts vagosphere

  1. dutchessgummibunz said: I feel ya but extremes aren’t the answer. Moderation, girl!
  2. vagosphere posted this