CHRISTINA
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Weed-a-rado

People around me keep complaining *I don’t know why* about Colorado legalizing weed & how it’s going to be “hipster central” now. 

You are so so dumb no it’s not hipsters are drinkers. That place is about to get real hood. Real talk, my prediction. You’re gonna have mountain-appreciating thugs rolling deep & lazy-crazy business folk transfers. 

5 months ago with 1 note

Man, I am in a stupid adoring mood today.

I decided I am gifting holiday presents to my closest friends this year. 

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6 months ago with 1 note

fall:

  1. sweatpant or cotton twill skinny harem pants (check)
  2. sweater thigh high sox (check)
  3. large lapel wool box coat 
  4. above-the-ankle, slouchy western-style boots
  5. ribcage-waist soft-pleated wool mini skirt
  6. high collar gray or peach lace shirt
  7. heavy jean vest
  8. basic, sleeveless, mini shift dress
  9. fisherman-stitch thick sweater tunic
  10. light wash, “good butt” jeans (check)
  11. deep-v, button-up, boyfriend sweater
  12. long-sleeved babydoll shirt
  13. basic t-shirt tunic

My autumn/winter wardrobe wishlist.

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9 months ago with 2 notes

my aunt contacted me to tell me that I need to contact my father

“he might not make it” she says

there goes my day & there goes my breakfast.
I do not want this to be my reality but unfortunately it is.  

10 months ago with 1 note

I am so loved lately. So so so loved. 
My fucking coworker BOUGHT me an early Birthday Present *which is this Saturday*
I could cry. It’s a vegan leather wrap bracelet.  
Gosh, I am just in such an adoring mood lately. Don’t mind me as a swoon over my life & the people in it. 
All I need is to have that man back in Portland & things would be damn near perfect. 

10 months ago with 1 note

Yo I am now officially gathering things to make a zine.

I will be posting subjects or questions & expecting/graciously imploring you contribute by answering my call! 

First thing first;

I want a post card, a letter or post it note with your first memory of personal freedom. Whatever that means to you, however your brain or funny bone interprets it - send me them. I want physical, actual handmade copies please. We are all capable of expression on any level or through any form. Get to it!

If you literally are not able to snail mail something due to funds, I will mail you an envelope w/ a stamp to send it to me. Kapeesh? 

Send me an ask for my address. Or for further details/information.

Danke,

Christina 

11 months ago with 6 notes

I just want to profess it’s been 2 weeks since my last relapse.

My body is finally starting to settle back in to homeostasis & I feel pretty damn great today. 
The next step will be finding a way to not be laxative dependent anymore, which is super hard to go through. Within due time that’ll be the next step though! 
So…yeehaw mother fucker.

Also last night, I talked to my childhood/best friend & he alluded to the fact that he could have feelings for me after all these years. 
I will laugh if he professes any sorts of feelings for me. Seriously. The irony will be too much.  

11 months ago with 3 notes

drizzle

the amount of interest in me has been intimidating & overwhelming. 
I’ve met a handful of new, really awesome folks. Tonight I am having a slumber party with a handsome friend & finally get my swaddle on. 

rain is still falling in sheets from the sky. bleh, third day in a row. 3 more to go. I think this is why my tooth hurts more than usual.  

Oh yeah, so Mati contacted me after these months of ignoring me. Hmm, well I am not freaking out or having a personal crisis over it. So I guess I have grown a good amount.
I also made good on waking up early to go start my workout routine again - over & out. 

11 months ago with 0 notes

I like being masochistic in a variety of ways.

Just something that is part of my inner workings & I do not foresee myself ever not being that. 

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12 months ago with 1 note

I’VE GAINED WEIGHT & MY FAVORITE DRESS DOESN’T FIT RIGHT ANYMORE

I am having some serious serious issues wrapping my brain around these facts. 

Get a new dress. It’s okay, love your body & embrace what is present.
I know this to be true, fuck I think curvy women are beautiful but for some reason my ED brain will not shut the fuck up. The anxiety makes me eat too.
I meditated this morning. I tried to do some new, sassy workouts in order to get back into strength training/dominating the fuck out of myself. But it’s not enough to me. Nothing will ever be enough, though. That is a very important factor to take into consideration.
I am going to keep meditating & breathing through this shit because I will not let this falter my leaps & bounds. The mind is the only drug, tool or mentor you need when trying to learn in life or flourish through hardships. 

Everything happens for a reason, you’re still a really rad person, Christina.
This is okay.  

12 months ago with 0 notes